TWO CLEAR MIRACLES IN MY LIFE

Let me explain why I call the miracles I have got ‘clear miracles.’
Some people say they were trying to get good job, they were facing interview and all and at the same time they were praying at home or in the Church and they got the job.

Or
Somebody was having a disease and he/she was taking medicine recommended by doctor but was not getting cured. Then he/she started praying accompanying with medicine and got cured.

They see these kinds of things as miracle because they were praying.

In my PERSONAL OPINION, I will not call those miracles because I don’t clearly know whether their prayers gave them job or their own effort gave the job; their prayer cured them or the medicine.

Or somebody can say that he/she saw Jesus or mother Mary appeared to him/her. Again, I don’t know whether that was real or his/her illusion.

I am not saying those all were false not miracles. I am just saying that I PERSONALLY cannot accept those as CLEAR MIRACLES because I don’t have clear idea about those.

On the other hand I will call these, what I have got in my life, CLEAR MIRACLES. I feel very lucky for what I have got.

The miracles are as follows –

1 ) I HAVE GOT AMAZING PERSONAL EXPERIENCE OF HOLY SPIRIT AND BLESSED SACRAMENT ON 1st November 2011, 3:20 pm. ( after this day I decided and started to write this book )

My Australian friend Daniel, Indian friend Alex and I went to a church and sat in the chapel and wanted to meet a well known priest. He came to the chapel where there were nine people including a little girl in the chapel. Father came to give a biblical class and in the beginning of the class, he said – ‘before going to any class, I pray to the Blessed Sacrament. Today also as usual I prayed before coming to you people and I got 2 messages from Holy Spirit.’

1 ) Among you people there is a woman( father was so certain about the number ) who committed abortion. I have heard a cry of a child when I was praying.

There were three women. One lady (the mother of the little girl) was sitting in front of me. She raised her hand and said – yes father I am sorry, I have aborted my first child.
Then father looked at us and said – see, how do I know this? I am seeing you people for the first time. I don’t even know your names. Every message I get from the Blessed Sacrament.

2 ) Among you people there are two( father was so certain about the number ) who had very strong desire to commit suicide. Who are they? Please raise your hands if you have courage. We were looking at each other’s faces and not raising our hands. Then the same lady again raised her hand and said yes father I wanted to commit suicide too.
Then father said – I said 2 people. Who is the second one? Father was waiting and was looking at our faces. In my mind I knew that the second was I, but I was thinking that may be there was somebody else. I was not raising my hand and waited if somebody else would raise his/her hand so that I wouldn’t need to admit. Nobody lifted their hand which meant there was nobody else who wanted to commit suicide. Father was still waiting and was looking at our faces. Then I raised my hand and said – yes father I wanted to commit suicide a couple of times, even this year, around 4 months ago.
Father said – what ?? why ?? Are you people crazy ?? Are not you a baptized catholic?

I said – yes father I received Baptism in 2007.

Father said – then why do you want to die in this age? (I am 27 now. 25/12/1983)

I said – father I am very broken and dead inside. That’s why sometimes I wanted finish my life.

Father said – we all are weak human beings and can fall in temptation and in deep sorrow sometimes, but please remember, once you suicide, there is no heavenly life, but confirmed hell and it is a mortal sin, please remember that.

This was my experience of a miracle. HOW could father know what I had in mind? ONLY I could know what I wanted. Later I asked father personally – father, how do YOU know that I wanted to commit suicide? This was too amazing for me to believe. Father again repeated – I get EVERY message from Blessed Sacrament.

2 ) ANOTHER EXPERIENCE OF HOLY SPIRIT ON 21st JANUARY 2012

This time again I was very sad and broken and was about to suicide by taking a poison on 17th or 18th January 2012 but fortunately or unfortunately I didn’t get that poison so I am alive. On 21st January I went to a retreat where a priest from Shilong, India was able to tell the exact name of the poison by which I was going to suicide. This was the second miracle of my life.

Now I, Angelo Immanuel, believe in the miracle of Lanciano and all other miracles. I have no more doubt. I am changed now. I was atheist and was depending ONLY on logic, but my faith was mixed with 50% doubt about miracle and all historical characters including Jesus because neither I saw Jesus nor any miracle before the above dates. Now I have full faith. FULL up to the cup’s brim.

I was not the only doubtful person on earth. If you readers go to Google and search the miracle of Lanciano, then you will see that even a priest had doubt about Jesus and how the bread turned into a living flesh and the wine into living blood by the miracle of Jesus our Lord and God.

This time it was not a mere thing which i can ignore easily . Then recently in oct i again been grabed and there was band not the ordinary bt of different kind
NOW ANY PERSON I DONT THINK WILL HIT A DRUM AT 1.30AM…..

My family knows these experiences of mine , my grandma helps me in this, bt those who are literates in my family they think i m having some mental problem.

But i dont think so as my friend and her parents also have seen some spirits.

Personally a lot of my more recent thinking on evil spirits is informed by the research I did into the ‘mythology’ of the homeless children in Miami. I still think these spirits have no power without our own fear, but if we *are* fearful, they can get a LOT of power. And controlling our fear is not always easy.